January 2010
I refuse to change for anyone but myself
I can’t Show people how much I care about them, I can’t Understand when people compliment me, I can’t stand people saying they love me, I hate when people try to tell me what to do, do anything I can to make people happy, I start fights just to fight, I start arguments to see people hurt. I’m sarcastic in situations where I should be serious, I laugh when I should cry....
“it’s only love if it’s requited”
– -Bryan Rivelli (I do not know who this is I just stumbled across these words and It struck me, they are true.)
It is 7:28 in the morning
I have not slept and I have had a lot on my mind.
I have no clue as to how this year will unfold, I want to be living in the now. Not in the ten minutes from now what will happen it I do this or don’t do this. The world needs to stop thinking, The future is holding everyone back
Sometimes I regret things I never meant to say
And the worst part of that, is thinking about the what ifs of saying these things to certain people
First song of the year
Gronlandic Edit- Of Montreal
2010 here I come with a 'new' perspective on life
New years isn’t anything to make a big deal about, just another year for you to fuck up and get fucked over, you can’t change feelings for people, and people can’t change feelings for you. Fuck it. Let’s all drink and smoke and party, till we die. Let’s just do what we want when we want, fuck relationships, fuck all that bullshit. Fuck being told what to do, fuck...